Apr 23, 2008

weaker, but happier

couldnt believe that that i broke down on the Sat b4 submission. Yut and stress was never a balanced equation but that faithful night Yut cried at home at 2am after struggling with SketchUp for the whole day just to produce that roof for her architecture.

the whole submission period was in a total mess. fancy sleeping for a total of 2.5hrs in 3 days and less than 15hrs of sleep that wk concludes that living hell was an understatement. the F word ran thru my mind zillion times during that peak period. no joke i swear. yut is no saint afterall.

chinghei: eh 我们去冲凉 leh
Zhiwei: 没有空啦,尿个尿都要等很急才可以去,哪里有时间冲凉!

now u sense that urgency!


Crit was bad, at least to me. I am seriously very worried about it. Its 12MCc afterall, its like u either go to hell or heaven with that B or A. What to do, suck thumb lor. pray lor. jiat zai lor.

Nevertheless, I am more than blessed to have friends like angels, selflessly helping me in their sweetest ways.

Zhiwei, my #1 saviour who sacrificed his time to teach me SketchUp when I was frantically desperate. Without him, there'll be no roof. gamdong x 1000000000000000!

Hweetiat, my #0 life saviour. Extremely indebted to this fella who spent one day teaching me Autocad during the midsembrk, and then constantly giving me suggestions on the technical aspects of my design. Best of all, helped me with my construction detail almost entirely when he know I was at my wits end. "you should have told me earlier mah. I could have helped you do your model" Tell me how not to put him #0. Good looks, good heart, good brains. What on earth i do to deserve a friend like that? I think i should seriously jiat zai to repay the gods up there.

Azhar made my life much easier for construction detailing. Instead of going Vivo for dinner with Gilbert, he cadded for me while explaining to me what he was doing. "Nvm I help you do coz Im faster given my poly experience. I can understand how u feel don worry. I teach u now, u understand can alr." That was how my construction detail was done after Hweetiat left for his tutorial. I owe him one big sweet juicy fresh choc muffin.

Chialing, whom I first turn to when I broke down; who gave me some directions when I was lost; who lent me that listening ear when I choke on my tears; who showed understanding to my situation when I thot I was alone. A friend too dear to lose, really.

When I recalled the submission ordeal to Qingling the other day, she repeatedly said how lucky I was, just like how she said it every other time when we meet up:

" 我真的觉得你很 lucky , 常常有很多人会自动来帮你"



说真的,小妮子不知是哪儿修来的福
竟然在茫茫人海中遇到如此善良的挚友

坦白说我的确有点受宠若惊,
毕竟自己似乎不曾厚待你们

无可否认的是
这次的经验促进了我咱之间的友谊
我也明白“有来有往” 的道理
希望这份在萌芽的情谊会延续到永久

只因为
我真得很珍惜这班
志同道合 出生入死 共同进退
的小小建筑师朋友!

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

haha xiao ni zi is lucky!